my reality life

2007-08-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

Phew... Luckily stil manage to post for August, although on de last day.
hahaha..

Anyway, juz wanna to inform tat im bac home. Ha.

More wil come up at de next post.

Be patient... ;)

2007-07-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

Sian... Feel so liveless today.

Life's sucks.

How I wish I can get lost from this reality world...

我的天空今天有点灰...

2007-07-22T03:12:00.000+08:00

Bac from my old classmates gathering.
Long time nv see all my frens le. Hmmm... Since CNY ba i tink. Ha.
Glad to see everyone of them. Hav a nice time chit chatting wif them. Time since to hav return to our sec sch time.

Mom bought me durian today.
Taste extremely nice coz i haven eat one since dunno when le.
And mom juz promise to buy me de braun buffel wallet we saw during shopping yest.
I like tat wallet alot and she say wil buy for me as my 21st bthday present.
Feel lucky to be my mom's son. Ha.

Anyway im not happy today. Coz my darling was not happy.
I tink smthg is bothering her. She sounds so moody when i called her juz now.
Sigh... wondering wat had actually happen to her.

And i tink she doze off again le.
Coz nv wish me gdnite and no gdnite kiss from her. [Sob]
How i wish i can go bac to s'pore see her now... =(

Signing off soon...
Gotta Zzz... Tmr hav to wake up early, visit my grandparent then gg bac s'pore.
Meeting my dumbdumb early evening for dinner and movie.

I MISS MY DUMBDUMB SO SO SO MUCH!!!

Goodnite everybody... Zzz...
Bye.

2007-07-21T03:51:00.000+08:00

Phew.....!!!!

Finally finished changing and editting my new blogskin.
I pretty like tis skin. It seems cool to me. Lol...

Hmmm... And oso change a new song for my blog.

I love tis song very much.

Touching...

Anyway im bac home today. (one mth plus nv come hm le)
Mom fetch me in de evening and went shopping tgt wif her. Bought de new Harry Potter book i promise dacia as her bthday present. Then mom went to shop for her new camera.

Kao... Make me so tempted to get one for myself. Ha.
I already decided to give up on my LV wallet for de moment. Coz i wanna buy myself a digi cam as my 21st bthday present.
Wahaha...

After shopping, meet up wif dad for dinner.
Long time nv see my dad le. Sigh... Ke lian de dad.
He lives alone now and gotta do all de chores himself. (wash clothes, clean house, etc etc etc...)
Cant imagine how he can cope wif tis. He used to hav good life at home last time.
But im proud of him. He's more independent now ;)

Sun wil go bac to s'pore. Meeting my darling for our movie session. Hehe...
Tis few days cant see her. Going to miss her so so so much. Ha.

I luv ya dumbdumb! =)

Meaningful... I luv tis yellow creature so so much ;)

Tat's all for de day. Tired le.
Goodnite. Zzz...

Whatever, Anything, You Decide

2007-07-16T16:22:00.000+08:00

(1) (Whatever)
Men: What to have for dinner?
Women: Whatever?.
Men: Why dun we have steamboat?
Women: Don't want la, eat steamboat so hot!
Men: Alright, why dun we have Si Chuan cuisine?
Women: Yesterday ate Si Chuan, today eat again?
Men: Hmm..... How about seafood?
Women: Seafood?.. no good la, later I got diarrhoea
Men: Then what would you suggest?
Women: Whatever??

(2) (Anything)
Men: So what should we do now?
Women: Anything
Men: How about watching a movie? Long time we didn't watch movie

Women: Watching movie no good la, waste time only
Men: How about bowling, do some exercises?
Women: Exercise? You dun feel tire meh?
Men: Then find a café and have a drink
Women: Drink coffee will affect my sleep
Men: Then what would you suggest?
Women: Anything

(3) (You decide)
Men: Then we just go home lo
Women: You decide
Men: Let's take a bus, I will accompany you
Women: Bus is dirty and crowded. Don't want la
Men: Ok we will take taxi
Women: Not worth it la... for such a short distance
Men: Alright, then we walk lo. Take a slow walk
Women: What??? Walk with empty stomach?
Men: Then what would you suggest?
Women: You decide
Men: Let's have dinner first
Women: Whatever...
Men: Eat what?
Women: Anyting
Men: F*^%$@#&*%$#@K (silently)

2007-07-03T14:19:00.000+08:00

Finally i've watch Goal 2 last week. wait so long for de 2nd part of Goal trilogy to launch. but quite disappointed bcoz i find tat de show is too draggy. poor dumbdumb had to acc me watch. tink she muz had been very bored. anyway after de show we went esplanade roof top, chit chat take photo and spend our own sweet time. ha.

Last sat dumbdumb treat me for movie, so sweet of her rite. haha... but so sorry to hav let her wait for me to off work again and had to wait alone at mrt st. sorry ya my dear. hope tat next time you wont hav to wait anymore =) anyway we watch Transformer and tis show is fantastic. i'l rate it 4.5 stars upon 5.

THEIR WAR, OUR WORLD

so tis week is de last week for us to work tgt le. next week wil be de start of reshufflement and everything wil be different. so sad... no more vivo family le and i've got to shift my "niang jia" to imm coz my darling wil b working there and cant always send her home tgt after work le. and fina wil become our mama at hbf. haha.. abit worry coz la ma is always strict towards her pt. kia kia...

but only can hope for the best... =)

060607

2007-06-21T15:04:00.000+08:00

long time never blog since sch holiday. but dunno where to start blogging coz i've lots of things wanna say. Hmmm...

06.06.07

tis is a special day. finally i've got my answer. wahaha!!!! i feel so so so happy.

after so many turns, so many corners,

finally and lastly,

i've found my love, my dumbdumb! =)

On tis day we oso went k-ing to celebrate our dearest la ma bthday! everyone invited was here except mr lee ziguo and miss andrea. and tis nite, our pinky pig, louis kee si lang, was drunk. wat a lousy drinker stil keep challenging ppl play five-ten wif him. haha... zhiming is another guy who is stil crazy as he ever is. dance and sing and there's nothing he cant do. lol.

yesterday, 20.06, dumbdumb came all de way to suntec to wait for me off work. so sweet of her. never tel me before hand juz to give me suprise. =) after tat go MSQ walk walk slack around then take bus down to PS for our movie session. Surfs Up. de show is funny and keep reminding me of mr lee. wahaha... after movie take train send my dumbdumb home.

thanks darling 4 de suprise and im happy i can have u by my side!

i luv u ya... muarcksss... =)

2007-06-04T14:34:00.000+08:00

well well, i tink its time to blog le. lets review back wat i had done for de past week.

start from monday, went sch as usual and after sch went to fetch my dumbdumb off work for sch. sit outside the cathay, playing psp and did some revision while waiting for her to end lesson. after she end lesson went dhoby ghaut arcade play "tou lan ji". kao.. de basketballs sucks. play til our hands so dirty. after that, we return bac to vivo as she need to complete her things for de meeting next day. planning to send her home but in the end we left vivo late so she went hm together wif la ma.

tuesday sucks. stay home and study for next day QAS test. slept at 2 plus. sian... I HATE TEST!!!

wednesday after sch went vivo to wait for dumbdumb and irene for movie. Blades of Glory. idiotic show. but overall the movie is funny. lol. and during the movie, i was busy eating nachos and popcorn. thanks to dumbdumb and miss irene. buy le but cant finish eating. and mummie say we cant waste food, so i finish all by myself. wahaha.... after movie went walk walk and slack in storeroom. irene was so engrossed to my psp. stick to it for de whole evening playing puzzle bobbles. lol. after tat ate pastamania for dinner while waiting for ah eng to off work. then watch movie again. tis time round is Shrek 3. OMG... ah eng laughter was so loud tat i tink de whole cinema can hear. the show end at 2 plus then home sweet home.

thursday is working day. after work, as usual, sent my dumbdumb home.

friday, 1st of June, is my mummie birthday. so being a good boy, i went bac home to celebrate her bthday. reach home by evening time. but too tired and my whole family was sleeping. haha... wake up alr 10 plus. never really celebrate bthday. but well, its good to see everyone at home. ha. anyway, HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY MUMMIE! =)

then i came bac on saturday to meet up wif mr lee ziguo and miss andrea for mayday concert. de concert was so fun and we enjoy ourselves thru out de concert, singing and shouting. wahaha... mayday rockx... then went airport to eat popoye chicken, slack and see aeroplane then cab home. tis day dumbdumb was sweet. wait for me to reach home b4 turning in. (maybe its me tinking too much, haha)

sunday again is working day. work wif dumbdumb, ziguo, andrea and louis. its always fun working wif them. haha.. after work sent dumbdumb home then home sweet home again.

tats all for the previous wk. had a wonderful week and enjoy every moment spend wif her =) looking forward for tis week. la ma bthday coming on and we going to celebrate for her. hehe...

ups and downs

2007-05-22T13:14:00.000+08:00

Life has been ups and downs for me for de past three wks. At one time i feel that im surrounding by happiness and i was de happiest person in this planet earth. At the next moment, God made me realise how cruel tis world can be. i was sent down from heaven to hell. OMG! how could a normal human being like me can hold on to all tis? my heart is shredded into pieces. i cried out my heart, my lung... so painful, so much of sadness. but nobody noes.. i've gotta act strong in front of others and most probably her, like nothing ever happen. dun wish to tink, juz do wat she like to do most of de time, living in my own whole. review bac all de happy memories we once had. 200 pounds beauty, spiderman 3... those were the happiest time we had together. sad... wat lost cant be found bac...

but when im down, i feel lucky i stil hav a bunch of frens who keep cheering me up. by sms, chit-chatting wif them, time seems to past very fast. thank you so much fina, irene, ziguo, deb.
especially fina, glad to have her by my side during tis time. she tel and teach me alot. and irene, although she doesnt noe how to say nice word, but she kept sms me to cheer me up. and deb thanks 4 acc me out. and for ziguo, im glad i have a fren in u who stand by me. Anw, thanks guys for all you had done. i appreciate ur care and concern.

200 pounds beauty holds the best memories of us. tats why no matter how hard to find de ost,i wil stil find it. bcoz i hope wif this cd by ur side, after sometimes, u wil stil remember me and all de happy things.

De Unsual Day

2007-04-01T03:45:00.000+08:00

on tis posting, i wanna share both happy and unhappy occasions of mine today.

first, i'l start wif de unhappy stuff.

tis noon i promise to drive my mom to jb. nabe... i was damn sueh... on de way hm from jb, it was rainning heavily. suddenly i felt something wrong wif de car. kns... one of de front tyre punctured. haiz.. my first time changing tyre. actually it was very easy. but, i found out tat even de spare tyre oso flatten. OMG... at tat moment i really feel im very very sueh. heavy rain, tyre punctured, a flatten spare tyre... all de unlucky things fall on me on de same time. really hav to admit tat tis year im damn unlucky.

And now wil be those occasions tat i feel happy =)

when i got hm, we went to my grandma hs to celebrate my grandpa 75th bthday. had steamboat together at home. feel very warm and cosy, bcoz of de rain tis noon tat make tat weather rather cold. grandma got us some wine and beer. so hav a couple of drink wif dad and my cousins. we even got martell to drink but nobody dare to drink so i oso never try =]

the youngest vs the eldest

HAPPY 75th BIRTHDAY

after tat meet up wif YS for "lim teh". while waiting 4 choo, we two dumbass went to play bowling. so wu liao... waste money and time. haha.. then we go fetch choo and go 4 our "lim teh" session.

after separate wif choo and YS, my cousins jio me out. kao... since our moms and dads are playing mahjong, so we find our own entertainment. wat else... its "BILLIARD TIME" wahahaha....

so overall 4 de day, stil not bad. if without those unlucky things, my day wil be better =)

ok.. gotta sign off le. later stil gotta meet up wif choo at 9 am for bfast and her homework session...

bye~

the One and Only One

2007-03-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

tis maybe wil be my only march posting ba. so soon its end of de month le and im home again. tmr wil b our pay day. but my pay is stil so little. coz nv work during CNY. haiz... april gotta go on budget again.. somemore so many ppl bthday on april, sure buy present til hand soft.

juz now reach home bout 10 plus, then directly went out meet choo for supper and oso pass her things. damn hungry de... today work morning shift so had lunch at 1 plus and til juz now only eat. choo say long time din c me and i bcome more skinny le. hmm.... then i muz eat more. lol. her bthday coming soon and she say she not celebrating it coz she's busy wif her studies and nobody celebrate 4 her oso. how can... its ur 21st bthday leh!!!! only once a lifetime got 21st bthday. dun worry.. i'l come bac m'sia help u celebrate ;)

finally tmr i can sleep til late le. tis wk work 5 days and i do 3 days opening. wah... really cant take it. HBF is so so so far.. gotta wake up early so tat wont b late. but tat's really torturing tome. coz wake up early is always hard for me. haha..

2007-02-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

finally, i can post my blog le. for de past few weeks cant blog really pek cek. thanks to my lousy com.

today supposely wil be gg 4 k-ing wif j8 folks. but then who noes it is cancelled. sian...

tis year im damn sueh... everything juz went against me. at first stil thing tat after new year everything wil be fine. who noes everything juz gone from bad to worse. haiz...

someone say im escaping from de reality. leave s'pore and come bac m'sia. running away from de place tat giv me lots of sadness. but listen up. im not escaping. and i wil never try to run away. tats not me. let me hav a break. then when im bac, u wil c me energetic, fully charge. everything wil be starting all over again.

so hope for a better tmr. everything and those who wanna go against me, come on, im waiting 4 u to step on me. but... i wont be defeated so easily.

tats me... never say die!

好朋友

2007-02-16T02:07:00.000+08:00

tis few weeks lots of things happen. my life is up and down. sometimes i feel very happy, but then i wil become emo easily over something, someone.

then i change my blog song. 好朋友 by Show Luo. maybe only tis song can describe my feeling now.

anyway, im old enough to handle everything. i nv regret everything tat i hav done.
thanks for everything. tis two months i past everyday happily.

hope tat u wil stay happy forever. =)

我不爱你

2007-01-22T01:02:00.001+08:00

我不爱你

竞技场如同宏大布景
可惜我未尽情无能为力高兴
大教堂钟声都够好听
可是仍然要回头觅更好风景
也明了谁人流汗最多
爱我从未停过可惜出了差错
别再哭我要另选一个
从来未感动我我却为了他颤动更多

即使世界上剩馀幸福都要放低我
尚有一句说话可听得进你的耳朵

我不爱要送给我都一样不爱
若最得我心的未到来(让我得到只懂在发呆)
如何奉上感情为何浪费热情如何能让我闭著眼睛

而我踏过几个花园未相爱
缘份亦都不一定会来从来没有保证
仍期待会尽情就是我最动人的爱

i luv tis song. it is a theme song for a drama sang by flora chan.

the rhythm is very nice. so enjoy it...

The Wedding

2007-01-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

today i woke up early in de morning. get myself prepared then went to church to attend my frens wedding. it was their big day and everyone was busy helping them preparing their wedding. it has been a long time since de last wedding was held in our church. our church frens, edmund & shereen, finally married after dating each other for so so so many years. lol... really feel happy for them.

Say I Do

the ceremony took bout 2hrs. it was so touching especially when they vow to each other and thanks their parents. i tink most of the guest were been touch by their action. tis wil be a great memory to them.

before de Big Day

then in de evening, we went 4 de wedding dinner. and for ur info, i ate so much tat i feel to vomit. wahaha.... and in de middle of de dinner someone sms me n tel me tat she wanna eat shark fin too. haha... ok ok. wil bring u to eat shark fin next time. lol...

SK;Andy
it has been a long time since all of us can gather around and hav fun. the feeling was great and tis wil be part of my sweet memories til forever ;)

edmund;shereen

finally, wish tis newly wed couple, all de best and may happiness wif them forever. God Bless...

2007-01-21T02:42:00.000+08:00

My Grandma

Juz now we celebrated grandma 80th birthday. after all its juz a simple dinner at home but she looks so happy and keep smiling n smiling. can feel tat she really appreciate everyone to be home celebrating her bthday. wat a pity, only one person was not around. my cousin, SY. she gotta work in KL n cant make it home. long time nv c her le. got a bit miss her. lol...

dacia;lynette;andy

dacia;andy

although hav to eat dinner wif those eye-sicken people, but for the sake of my grandma, i juz bear wif it. those four-eyes frogs really kao-peh. even sit where oso wanna kao-peh. especially de youngest frog. *SLAP HER LOR*. little bitch. so young already so bitchy le. du lan.. and tat old frog, everytime he talk, i wil curse him down in my heart. i tink mum heard a few times wat i said.

my cousin & me

the cake is nice

overall de whole dinner is quite happy, after all those er xin ppl get lost. we chit chat, take photo n make fun of each other. wahaha... after tat go church to c my frens wedding preparation. OMG!! they decorate til very beautiful. it was so so so romantic. tmr wil b their big day. hope everything wil go on smoothly. God Bless...

so summary of the day : not bad

2007-01-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

Im home again. my home sweet home. long time nv blog le. someone had complain n ask me to update my blog. but i really lazy leh.. haha...

for de past wk, my life was like shit. dunno wat de hell im doing. n everything juz went wrong. F*ck! so sian... i feel so lifeless. haiz...

next week wil be de study week. so sian.. dun hav to go sch.. cant c my frens. then another wk wil be exam le. more sian.. hav to study. BUT, 31 Jan wil go double o... yea... long time nv club le.

tmr wil b my granny 80th birthday. happy birthday granny!!! wil celebrate her birthday at hm. supposely its a happy occasion but i gotta hv dinner wif a bunch of very kao peh-ing four-eyes frogs. de whole family of them are like idiot! f*ck them!! it wil b perfect if they can get lost.

now is 11.02pm. stil waiting 4 u...

虽然你的天空有时很灰, 但相信我...天灰过后必有彩虹的出现...

missing u

2006-12-30T04:40:00.001+08:00

finally im bac hm again. juz as i predicted, i come hm two months since my last return. tired after a day of work.

juz now reach hm quite late. so nv made any cal o sms. afraid wil disturb.. hehe.. after bath, go play billiard wif HP. sian.. no kick. then meet up wif dad 2 chill. hav a drink wif him. long time nv drink wif dad le. miss de time during world cup when i can drink wif him everyday n watch soccer together. =)

for de past few wks, im damn busy wif my work. everyday my time was 'booked' by FILA. haha... can say tat de time i spend at hm is lesser than de time i spend at shop. sian.. no life.. even my x'mas eve was spent there. tis year was de first time i didnt spend my x'mas wif my church frens. miss them so much... miss tat kinda fun n happiness we had in de past. BUT, i pre-celebrate my x'mas earlier tis year. wif someone special... so tis coming new year eve i sure wil go out celebrate wif my frens. wahaha... not wif fila anymore..

looking forward 4 next wk fila steamboat gathering. finally can meet up wif everyone. seldom got chance to chill around. hope can c u there!!

tats all 4 today. gonna sleep le. later morning stil gotta go church attend my best fren baptism. tis is a big day 4 him. may God bless SK n his family. amen.

miss u...

2006-11-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

nothing fun happened recently. everyday go school, work n go hm sleep. tat's life. long time never go out hav fun le. muz get some time to chio my fren out le. hehe...

but besides having fun, its time for me to catch up wif my studies le. chia lat... i tink tis time most of my test flunk again. haiz... terrible. but sometimes my mind cant even control my body. wanna get up for lesson but really too tired after working de previous day. anyway, its time to buck up le.

tat's all for today. its time to go for my lesson le. dunno when hav time to blog again. take care all my frens (whoever read tis blog)... ;)

my goal

2006-11-14T17:01:00.001+08:00

yesterday u said im looking loss and dunno wat i really want. is tat true? am i loss? i dunno. i juz noe tat for de mean time im very busy. all my time is being occupied. everyday school, work, home. my time is fully used. no more space for extra stuff and other bullshit. somemore, there are more n more things coming up. formal reports, case studies, quizzes....
headache!

i tink i've found my new goal. work hard in studies. no more slacking. quit smoking n less drinking. tis are de things tat me n justin wanna achieve. together we wil work hard n encourage each other. hope tat we can achieve our goal in de shortest time.

feeling faded as time pass...
im getting use to tis...

miss home

2006-10-30T02:37:00.000+08:00

today didn't go bac s'pore as planned earlier. grandma wanna cook me dinner after had lunch at her hs. so i stayed...

after dinner met up wif my frens. then played billiard together. lost money today sia.. damn sueh. my mind cant focus when playing. something is messing in my head. kept thinking n think...

later hav to wake up early to take bus bac s'pore. sianz... everything will be bac to normal. school, work, sleep. haiz... this time go bac s'pore dunno when can come bac again. maybe another two months ba... unless something crops up at hm.

miss all de good times....
can feel de happiness...
when will it happen again???
i think it will never happen again.

new start

2006-10-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i post last time le. change new blogskin and song. feel better now. let those unhappy things gone together wif de old one.

today come bac to m'sia. two mths din come bac le. everything seems din change alot. stil de same. today is damn tired. last nite slept at 3. all bcoz of tat stupid QAS quiz. then sleep 4 hrs woke up for 8 am lesson. really cant take it arh... long time nvr wake up so early le. i tink i shud control my sleeping time le.

last few wks went club 4 a few times. in between saw alot of things happen. i was damn disappointed to those incidents. i prefer i nvr noe, nvr see wat had happen.

why recently so many things go against me???
why im so sueh???
why??? why???
can someone answer me???

steamboat

2006-09-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

juz now went 4 steamboat wif my mum n her colleagues. damn full.... eat til i feel to vomit. wah... it was damn nice. long time din hav steamboat le. especially my fav.....PRAWNS..... wahahaha.... everytime i go there i sure wil eat lots of it. i tink there shud b quite a few kilos ba. hehe...

but i seem going to fall sick le. not feeling well when i wake up tis morning. my left eye was swollen n painful. i tink i muz control my diet n sleep le. less alcohol but more water. otherwise sooner or later my body wil sure break down. haiz... tats too bad.

tmr wil go bac s'pore le. feel happy. dunno why???? maybe its bcoz all my frens had gone 4 studies le. come bac oso no fren acc. sian....

looking forward to next wk. can go chalet hav fun. but quite worry oso. coz results wil b out soon. really scare sia... no eyes to c my own results. may God bless me......

holidays

2006-09-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

so long nv post le. since exam ended til now. finally im bac hm again. already 2 wks+ nv come bac le. kinda miz my bed. hehe... so fast, now is de 2nd wk of holidays le.

time past really fast while working. everyday wake up, go work. then off work, go home sleep. working at fila is a new experience for me. everyday hav 2 meet up wif so many kinds of ppl. from boss to colleagues to customers ( especially those AUNTIES tat irritate me). nabe... choose clothes like choose vegetable or pork. it took me quite some time 2 fold all de clothes sia. but they really....knn....arggghhh...it makes me angry whenever i tink of it. wah...it really need skills n technic to deal wif them. i tink my patience wil improve ever since i work there. haha... but there's happy occasion too. gotta noe more frens. its fun to work together wif them.

de past few wks, my life is kinda drama. gotta noe lots of things. it makes me think alot. stil need time 2 digest. why u recently weird weird de huh???

next wk is 07 class chalet. looking forward on it. hope got lots of fun. long time nv c u all le. really hope tat everyone can make it to de chalet. c u all there!

anyway, for this holidays, my goal is WORK, WORK, WORK!!! for de sake of money, no more craps n bullshit.

life still has to be carry on.....

past-now-future

2006-08-21T15:25:00.000+08:00

In de past,
dun worry, be happy...

but now,
lots of worries, happiness gone....

hopes for tomorrow,
happiness come bac to me...

will it ever happen???
God knows....

miss u

2006-08-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

sometimes,
really wonder if we dun hav de topic to chat together,

sometimes,
really feel tat i dunno u,

sometimes,
really feel tat we are so near yet so far,

sometimes,
really feel so close together and so sweet,

but now,
really miss u so much...

exam wks

2006-08-19T02:37:00.000+08:00

finally de first week of exam had ended. really shiong ar!!! study until blur n head-jam. bia n ms.... really afraid sia.... scare i wil flank de exam. stress!!!! can forget bout my GPA 3.0 le. i think i wont b able to get it le. sian....

today after exam, me, huiwen, liming, da xiong, amos went k-ing at clementi. we really chia lat sia. enjoy after first wk of exam. dun 4get stil got 1 more wk to go. anyway, its gd 2 destress. haha...

after k-ing, parted wif liming they all. coz hav 2 come bac m'sia. but stil hav some time, so sent huiwen hm. went west mall shop shop, drink drink. fun..... on de way chat alot wif her, noe her more le. cute little gal, hav her own thinking. not bad....

anyway, wil enjoy my weekend at hm. coz de wks after maybe no chance coming hm le.

muz work hard 4 my fochem. related 2 abit of bio, n i luv bio. so muz get better grade.

juz parted 4 a few hrs, but start to miss u le. hope can c u soon!

miss...

weekend

2006-08-07T15:38:00.000+08:00

de past weekend, went club cont' for 2 days. together wif hw, lm, da xiong n wenbin. dxo on fri n liquidroom on sat. whole nite drink, smoke, dance. feel tat i past every moment like hell... dunno wat im doing. in fact i dun like tis kind of lifestyle. i noe tat im juz hurting myself. juz something is missing from me. dunno wats tat... but juz feel like to escape from something. i feel happy when i club. all troubles gone together wif every cigarettes i smoke n every drinks tat i take. hate coming out from de club, coz bac to reality.

i dun like tis...
help...
who can help me???

august 02

2006-08-02T13:37:00.000+08:00

today is a special day to me. thanks mum n dad for "landing" me on tis earth 20 yrs ago. n oso thanks them for their love n care to me all these yrs. oso my two sis, thanks them for always make me "pek cek". without anyone of them, there wil b no me in tis world. feel really lucky can b in tis family.

next wil b all my frens tat hav been around me for all tis years. from sec sch gang to poly 27 & 07. thanks to all of u for adding colours to my simple life. thanks for all ur help and support whenever i need them.

actually i hate birthday. haha.... why saying so??? coz afraid of being alone. since coming s'pore study, long time never celebrate my birthday at home le. miz tat kind of feeling. miz my family. miz all de memories tat mum n dad organise birthday celebration for me when i was young.

my birthday wish is simple. juz hope can celebrate birthday at home, a simple dinner, together wif my family. how wish time can come bac. return to childhood time. no worries, no stress, no burden.

but tis is unlikely to happen...
miz everyone, everything.....

happy birthday to me.......

week 16

2006-08-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

so fast, its already 1 wk le since my last posting. for de past few days, i past happily. after telling liming n jason all my trouble, now feel trouble-free. wont think and expect too much. bcoz de more i expect, de more i feel disappointed. and i wil smile more, no more black- face, coz i had promised u tat ur wishes wil b granted. haha....

last fri was our class birthday celebration, although tat day de main role is huiwen, but all de july and august babies hav a share on tat celebration. so tat included me. hehe... went mr. ho hs after sch. then we eat, drink n play. had a wonderful time there although in between happen some unhappy incidents. well, lets forget those unhappy things n only remember de precious one.

after celebration, we cont' our 2nd round. me, huiwen, liming, da xiong, hoe, amos went sing k at cineleisure. chiong until 6 am. by 5 am, most of us already die liao. try to catch a nap while waiting 4 de time is up. then de most happening thing happen, its time to bill. i was stil 'gong gong' while paying. but WTF! im shock awake. $212!!! wah... damn ex sia. its bcoz of de alcohol we ordered. nabe... its de highest bill i hav ever paid for k-ing. next time wont drink at K-box. haha....

after k, we went clementi mac 4 bfast. sleep 4 a few hours there, then straightly go to sch to help out mr. ho doing de usher things. wah... really cant make it. hardly stay awake. feel like dying 4 de whole session. luckily it only took a few hours. then go hm straightly, skip lunch, bath n Zzz.... BREAK RECORD!!!! slept for 18 hours!!! nobody at hm, damn nice to sleep. woke up already sunday 9.30 am. n i wil always remember tis record. wahaha....

finally, its week 16 now. tat means exam is nearer n nearer. n oso my time in 07 is lesser n lesser. feel sad. bcoz of my special case, i dunno if next sem stil can b in tis class o not. feel comfortable in tis class. experience both sweet n bitter. like tis bunch of kids alot. wil try to request to de sch. but if really cant make it, then its time for me 2 leave 07. wil miz u all alot. everyone of u....

sad week

2006-07-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

finally, all quizzes are finished. wat left now is the final... SEMESTRAL EXAM! to me, its war. tis time is to fight for dignity. i cant afford to fail anymore. so stress...

tis few weeks feels sad... nothing much happen, except somethings which i dont wish to see. juz dun wish to play, no joking around anymore. dun hav de mood. juz wanna be alone, not that im giving black face. im juz like tat when im quiet n having deep thought. tats me...

yesterday was called out by teang. went sing k at JE wif them (sze wei, alvin, teang). really dun hav de energy n mood to sing. after tat gathering dismissed. went home early, be a gd boy then had an early nite.

tomorrow wil be our class gathering. huiwen's birthday celebration. hope there wil b lots of fun.

maybe its time to forget everything,
put everything behind...
im tired......

bac at home

2006-07-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

im bac home in pontian now. tis morning wake up early but dun feel to hav de energy to bring myself to sch. feels lazy, so skip material science lecture. cont' to sleep til cf n huiwen msg me. woke up already 1 pm.

nothing much happening in sch. but quite fun bcoz cf is bac. he is so funny tat on de way home he juz joke n joke n joke. everyone was happy laughing n playing except huiwen. she's so moody. dunno why but she juz said she's tired. anyway, muz smile more. dun worry, be happy. tat's my slogan. haha...

dunno why nowadays really lazy to come bac m'sia. maybe too tired bcoz of sch works. but like something is missing... juz now after class, received a bad news from cf. he told me i fail my ms quiz. WTF!!! only two more marks to pass. haiz... tis week im damn sueh. at first i tot i won fail all modules quiz 1. but in de end, i stil hit de jackpot. hope tat tis unlucky week end now. tomorrow wil be better. exam is around de corner. muz work hard now to win my bet wif mr. ho. haha... together wif cf muz win de bet n ask mr ho to treat us.

unlucky day

2006-07-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

today really sian... coz im damn sueh. early in de morning woke up late, miz bus, then kena traffic jam n late for fochem prac for 45 mins. haiz... it has been a long time never been tis unlucky n it happened at de start of the day. tats why today feel damn low. maybe bcoz when ppl are in happiness, they will get carried away. tats why god wanna me bac to reality. haha....

our class today oso weird weird de. whole day everyone like couldn't fit into each other topics. dunno its bcoz im too sensitive o not. but watever, god noes. maybe bcoz cf got fever n never come. we miz our bear bear. coz no him, no joke n fun.

yesterday supposely going to skate wif yong, liming, cf, mumu. but something crops up. so in the end, i went movie wif huiwen n amos. pirates of the carribean. quite nice but de ending sucks. then go starbucks for coffee. so summary of today...... only one word....SIAN!

sports day

2006-07-19T10:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday was our clique sports day. tx to no ms prac, a bunch of us (me, chen fong, yong, jason, amos, hoe, shimin, mumu, yvonne, xixun) played badminton in sch. everyone was here except huiwen. haha... bcoz she overslept n miz our playing session. anyway, we stil carry on wif our games n had alot of fun. besides playing badminton, we oso played amos's ball (opps... dun get it wrong, its amos's football). i tink de others people at de court there wil feel fuck up at us as we always kick de ball towards them n disturb their games. hehe... n there is one shimin fren kena hit by the ball.

back to de badminton topic, among us, hoe is the best player n xixun kena thrash by him. next its my turn to play wif xixun. lost de 1st match but came bac winning last 2 matches. wahaha.... its 'si bei song' to win. n yesterday hoe is a happy man... hehe... everyone shud noe de reason so no need further elaboration. at first we plan for dinner after badminton, but really tired so never went wif them.

hope tat we hav more n more chance to organize sports day in future coz everyone shud stay healthy n fit, espeacially CHEN FONG! haha.... so chen fong muz keep up training ur skills so tat next time its ur chance to thrash ppl ;)

first day

2006-07-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

finally! my first blog is up! ;) thanks to my sis. without this stupid big-head my blog wouldn't be here. i'm such a idiot, wahaha... dun even know how to start a blog. anyway thanks for her help although she's always so mean at me. hope that there's always interesting stories of mine can be shared with everyone in future.